Boring life as it is.

i wan kisskiss! lol!

the couple./ (:
danny in the house yo! ha!

jiajun kpo but xunhong seems to be happy. lol!
yea, sweet time. ;)

caught smoking? lol
The mr vain. (:
jiajun look ah gua here. LOL!
i force them to do that! HAHA!
the army guy~ (:
lost?

wenxin look so happy.. HAHAA!
lol! look at danny face. HA!

BROTHERS ALWAYS. :D
Megatax just ended! Like finally.. 6days at expo make me goes nuts man.!
At least i got to see the HOT BABE FIONA XIEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Holybible jesus christ mother sake! she's really a freaking babe! lol.
Look damn gorgeous in real life. HAHA! Took a video of here. WOOT!

yea, xmas just passed too. haha. chill outside with bros. (:
i wanna go mask 51 again? HAHA!
i suddenly love drinkin man!
lets get nuts, drunk& MADDDDDDD!

oh damn, i'm not working again..
zzz shld i work for msi? crocs or ??!! zz
kk, shall stop here. duhh.~

- sometimes i really wonder are you just a friend to me..
- but then realise, it's something more..
- it's hurting me/..
- r/s are all lies..

Goodbye.

i've been trying hard to let go evrything..
i've asked all my friends what to do,
i cant seems to get a ans..
aftall gdbye is the only path for me to take.
reality is curel, rlly curel.
i swear i didnt ask for much, all i ever wanted was just..
been a month alrdy, why am i still so down here.
why evry nights seem so hard for me to get aslp..
i cant seems to find a reason.

i always tell myself,
so long if i never give up, miracle would happen..
am i deceiving myself..?
how i wish all this shit is just a nightmare.
aft i wake up, she would be there beside me.
but no..
she'll never be there anymore.

its time for me to give up and wake up..
she's no longer mine..
no longer mine..

goodbye,
my lover,
my friend.

random.

been a long time seem i update alrdy..
sitex show just ended. ohmy, it was tiring..
met some new friends. ha. man, they sure is hilarious.

anw, ytd went to queenstown to play billiard with jiajun aft ending work.
we happen to chit chat a bit and he told me this..
"Why is our friends getting lesser and lesser? " lol.
it was like wtf? It is so true dude. ha.

and he told some stuff abt his gf. and i was like wtf again. zz
cant say out here though. but all i can say that it's really shitty.
anyhow, at least he told me smth which make me ended up changing my mindset..
now then i realize i've never been to me..

hmm, why am i so emo right here right now..
hmm.. smth is missing? hmm.. perhaps so..
hmm hmm hmm, sigh.
i dont like this shitty feeling. -.-

anw, anyone want to go out? billiard or slack will be good.
movie also can.. i want to watch quarantine..
one of my ass friend told me that her gf nearly cried while watching.
so he was like gave her a hug. _|_ thanks lei dude. thanks for adding on to my wounds.
you are such a nice friend. lol.
anw, he said that it's nice.. so anyone wanna chill out ? lol.

ohyea, i'm looking for a new job now too..
so pls intro me if anyone got.. thanks thanks.

x'mas is coming..
exchanging present..
9mnth anni..
outing..
sentosa..
zoo..
sigh.
man, this feeling sure suck.

Photos.

Before. 1st section.
2nd section//. which is ytd.. left one last section only. (:
Behind is completed.//








Ytd went to skin label..
went to have my touch up..
pain like fcuk? lol.
but i act as if not pain infront weifong. lol!
he say i very ' li hai ren tong ' . hah.!

aft that went goldenmile with jiajun& yingjie..
had some serious tiff with yingjie suddenly..
we nearly fight one on one..
end up nv..guess i was touched by his words? lol
aiya, i aslo dont know la. guess is because of my mood swing.
then ya.. whatever. damn fuck, you should know why am i so upset ma..
yet you still pissed me. =.= okok. nvm.
was both party fault. lol. so, chill. -.-

kk, thats all. nth else to blog.
imissyou.
off!

For those who are lost & those with a broken heart..

I admit that i'm down aft a break up.
But to the fact that at least i did treasure every moment with her..
there's no regret anymore..
every moment was beautiful and definitely memorable.
i'm satisfied le.. really. its enough.
so pls dont scold yourself anymore. No one aint at fault.
so yea. i'll be fine. thanks. (:

Dear god, i don't ask for much this time round..
just give us your blessing in whatever we do.
&for those who are lost & with a broken heart,
i just wanna tell you all that, you all got to moved on no matter what the outcome is..
it's nv the end.
All of you are never alone & thanks god that you'd just learn another impt lesson in life.
So why not get your feet up and continue your journey..?
cheers and smile. (:

Never look back..!

Special day..

Today used to be a very special day for both of us..
but now..
sigh. its all over..
8months..

when its time to let go,
you got to let go..
ni kai xin, wo jiu kai xin..

...

It's all over..

Evrything just ended like that..
was all my fault..
i've nv been a good bf..
stare,fight,smoke,tattoo,not studyin,not caring,not loving,
just a piece of shit..

sorry..
all these days was beautiful..
sweetest longest r/s that i ever had.
sweetest gf i ever had..
i'm just the only one to blame..
dont know how to treasure..
everything was just like ytd//..
the first day we met..
kpool..
idk..
you are one lovely gf.. sorry..
make you felt so terrible all these days..
sorry.. really sorry..
thanks..
thanks for everything that we had been through..
i couldn't ask for much more le..
just takecare.. really takecare..

as i said..
you would be my last gf..
i'll wait for your return on the very same spot..
reaching 8months in 2 days time..
every 16th of the month will always be a very special day for me..
thanks but yet sorry..
sorryy..

right from the bottom of my heart i say these to you..
iloveyou..

i've nv regret being with you..
i'm always proud that you were my gf..
nv did i doubt before.. nv..
and you said i could find a better one..
thanks.. but no thanks..
you know i just need you..
thanks for letting me call you baby still..
thanks.. really thanks..

you wanted to know my b'day wish isn;t it..
it was..
i'd wish that you could always be my girlf..
always..
but god didnt grant my wish..
he nv..

just want you to be happy..
whether it's be with me, or without me..
just want you to be happy..

pls takecare of your lil body..
cover your small blanket well every night..
dont always eat maggie..
dont ever let ppl bully you..
dont need to worried for me..
i'll be fine..
takecare, my lil girlf who i used to had..

bye..
love. 16/3/08 . . . .

Speechless.

Its really over.
Everything..
all over..
sorry..

Just let time to heal my wounds..
or hopping for the best that you might come back..
yeah..

I need to get a life man. =/

Tired?

Everyone seem so tired on almost everything.
I wondered and wondering why is all this shit happening.
&whats more funny is that even i myself is tired.
Can someone please tell me what exactly tired mean?
&why the fuck I'm feeling so down out of no reason?
I'm down, seriously down. No one ain't feeling good.
The last known happiness have long be gone.
Its gone, all gone..
Fuck this unhappy life.
FUCK OFF!!

Remose& Guilty.

Cant seem to fall asleep and so i decided to blog my feeling out..
just wanna say i'm sorry baby.
i really dont mean anything seriously.
i know.. everything was my fault.
i'm sry. thats why i didnt even mumble a word out..
but baby, i tell you this..
no one can ever replace you.. no one..
you might think it's too early to say all this shit,
but.. i'm really serious about it. &without doubts,
you'll definitely always be my first priority.
sigh.

I'm sorry about my b'day stuff.
Aft i'd received your msges, there was simply just million of question
of silence. i turned mute& cant even think of what to say but just sorry..

Still remembering what i used to tell you..
I want to protect you& you'll be my last girlf..
no one could ever hurt you again.. lets last long tgth shall we?..
deep down i really mean all of it..

reaching 8mth soon. it's rlly a miracle alrdy.
really.. thanks you..
thanks for tolerating with all my fuck up attitude,
thanks for being there for me when i need someone the most,
thanks for celebrating my b'day,
thanks for not hiding anything from me,
thanks for crying whenever we quarreled badly,
thanks for making me felt love like no one else did before,
thanks for scolding me when i did smth wrong,
thanks for standing tall for me even when i'm in wrong,
thanks for trusting me,
thanks for loving me,
&lastly, thanks for being my girlf.. iloveyou baby,
now&always..

sorry..

Officially 18!

Finally i'm 18 today.. didn't really celebrate much,
but was really touched by my girlf and buddy. (:
omfg. i felt damn fortunate. one side is girlf, another side is buddy.
both is the most impt person in my life apart frm my family..
cakes and b'day songs. (:
thanks darling for the cake.. it was really a surprise.
&yea, you are so damn right. my wish is.. you shld know..
home sweet home ard aftnoon and out to celebrate with family.
family members was funny. ha! presents and etc and off to eat. (:
meet up with jiajun , xunhong& jinsheng shortly aft my dinner.
everything went on smoothly.
&hell yea, finally can buy cigg LEGALLY. =.=
registration for driving license SOON!

- smth is really wrong..
idk how to say or how to react..
jealousy? idk.
dear god, pls hlp me with this blank thoughts..

Phone lost.

I LOST MY DAMN PHONE! DONT CONTACT ME! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Life's is kinda boring doing nothing but just works..

Happened to get a off tmr, so decided to blog some things. (:
Nothing much had happen. Just get to know some shocking news & perhaps some truth.
Anyhow, going back to work at mustafa. Hopefully it will be as good as last time? ha!
Creative actually is really a very nice place.. all the staff over there are nice..
but.. sigh. quitting this week. reason? i don't even know why.. perhaps is because of the pay bah.

Baby& me hitting 7thmonth? Really felt blessed and fortunate..
Thanks for all these days dear. (: iloveyou.

Currently vexing about whether wants to work everyday or just 5days per week.
*eyes rolling* damn! Sure is hard to decide. And yea, still waiting for my ns letter?
I don't even know what i really want man. Get my butt in for early enlist or just wait?
duh, crap!

PLEASE NOTE!

- some impt fellow birthday is coming. (:
hahaha/. duh. thats all.

ciao~ oh yea, 1 last thing..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENATA. (:

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