Remose& Guilty.

Cant seem to fall asleep and so i decided to blog my feeling out..
just wanna say i'm sorry baby.
i really dont mean anything seriously.
i know.. everything was my fault.
i'm sry. thats why i didnt even mumble a word out..
but baby, i tell you this..
no one can ever replace you.. no one..
you might think it's too early to say all this shit,
but.. i'm really serious about it. &without doubts,
you'll definitely always be my first priority.
sigh.

I'm sorry about my b'day stuff.
Aft i'd received your msges, there was simply just million of question
of silence. i turned mute& cant even think of what to say but just sorry..

Still remembering what i used to tell you..
I want to protect you& you'll be my last girlf..
no one could ever hurt you again.. lets last long tgth shall we?..
deep down i really mean all of it..

reaching 8mth soon. it's rlly a miracle alrdy.
really.. thanks you..
thanks for tolerating with all my fuck up attitude,
thanks for being there for me when i need someone the most,
thanks for celebrating my b'day,
thanks for not hiding anything from me,
thanks for crying whenever we quarreled badly,
thanks for making me felt love like no one else did before,
thanks for scolding me when i did smth wrong,
thanks for standing tall for me even when i'm in wrong,
thanks for trusting me,
thanks for loving me,
&lastly, thanks for being my girlf.. iloveyou baby,
now&always..

sorry..

Officially 18!

Finally i'm 18 today.. didn't really celebrate much,
but was really touched by my girlf and buddy. (:
omfg. i felt damn fortunate. one side is girlf, another side is buddy.
both is the most impt person in my life apart frm my family..
cakes and b'day songs. (:
thanks darling for the cake.. it was really a surprise.
&yea, you are so damn right. my wish is.. you shld know..
home sweet home ard aftnoon and out to celebrate with family.
family members was funny. ha! presents and etc and off to eat. (:
meet up with jiajun , xunhong& jinsheng shortly aft my dinner.
everything went on smoothly.
&hell yea, finally can buy cigg LEGALLY. =.=
registration for driving license SOON!

- smth is really wrong..
idk how to say or how to react..
jealousy? idk.
dear god, pls hlp me with this blank thoughts..

Phone lost.

I LOST MY DAMN PHONE! DONT CONTACT ME! SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Life's is kinda boring doing nothing but just works..

Happened to get a off tmr, so decided to blog some things. (:
Nothing much had happen. Just get to know some shocking news & perhaps some truth.
Anyhow, going back to work at mustafa. Hopefully it will be as good as last time? ha!
Creative actually is really a very nice place.. all the staff over there are nice..
but.. sigh. quitting this week. reason? i don't even know why.. perhaps is because of the pay bah.

Baby& me hitting 7thmonth? Really felt blessed and fortunate..
Thanks for all these days dear. (: iloveyou.

Currently vexing about whether wants to work everyday or just 5days per week.
*eyes rolling* damn! Sure is hard to decide. And yea, still waiting for my ns letter?
I don't even know what i really want man. Get my butt in for early enlist or just wait?
duh, crap!

PLEASE NOTE!

- some impt fellow birthday is coming. (:
hahaha/. duh. thats all.

ciao~ oh yea, 1 last thing..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RENATA. (:

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