10months.

todays is our 1omonths..
there's still so much thing i wanna tell you..
you left me in disarray..
3months had passed. imy so much..
how i wished you didnt go..
i'm a failure, a useless crap..

before you came along, there was no one who ever
thought like you now think. no one who ever felt what
you now feel. and perhaps, what i treasure most,
no one who's ever possessed your priceless view of
reality as you now perceive it. and all of these things who
have been added unto me..
thank you, you've done enough.
you are enough..
i'm so pleased you have no idea..

you don't have to leave, but you chose to.
my heart went numb and tears started to rolls down my cheeks.
you told me that it's better for both of us..
you are tired, your feeling fade, i could find a better one..
i swear i did hate you, you dont even know how selfish you were..
but i couldnt find myself a reason to forget you.
cigg had always been my best buddies ever since you left..
only 'him' can in lieu my pain..

dear god,
please let me believe that there's miracle in this unpredictable world..

imy,thf.