give up.

i'm tired.. really.. so tired..
you kept me hanging on without moving on..
i cant fight the tears that are coming.. or the moment of truth in your lies..
while everything seem just like a movie, i bleed just to know that i'm still alive.
i miss you so much girl..
thanks budd to be there all this while..
but utterly sorry at the same time..
cause i've nv been a good budd..
sorry..

army soon.. =/